Archive for the 'Ponderings' Category

Fragile little life.

24 June 03 - 10:38pm.

Why do we bury dead things. I’m sure at some point in time there was a logical necessary reason for it… If someone died chances are there was something wrong with them, and leaving the body laying around would probably spread infection. Plus, that’s just nasty. Now, funerals and such give [...]

Spiritual ignorance.

20 June 03 - 12:49am.

My mother is the least spiritual person I know. In fact, I think maybe she’s the only person I know who I can truly say isn’t spiritual at all. This isn’t in any way a bad thing… It’s just the conclusion I’ve come to based on recent observations. It’s not new [...]

Neuromancer by William Gibson.

07 April 03 - 10:26pm.

I just recently finished a book, which under most circumstances would be no great achievment, but in this case, it seems to be so. It is the first I have read in a very long time, and after finishing it, I came to many realisations.
One relates to a feeling of overall ignorance I have [...]

Meh.

09 February 03 - 05:15pm.

So this website is supposed to be an outlet. To a certain extent anyway. Some people actually put journals online. Deep down nitty gritty this is my life from the inside out and I want you to know everything about it kind of journals. Live Journals I understand. Somewhat. [...]

Do you have pen and paper?

05 February 03 - 10:34am.

What’s worse than not being able to think of anything to write for your website… Being able to think of a million and one things, and not having any where to write them down or any way to put them on the site.
Murphy can bite me.

Think, thinking, thought, thinks, thunk, what?

04 February 03 - 04:49pm.

So begins the writing of something every day.
As I’m falling asleep every night, I’m always thinking. It’s not something I do on purpose, just something that sort of happens. And unfortunately it seems that I do my best thinking in the wee hours of the morning when I’m too exhausted to care. And for the [...]

What’s happening to the year.

02 February 03 - 10:25pm.

I haven’t updated in a while. Might have thought that I would write some insightful post for the new year about what my resolutions are and how great things are going to be. I think I hoped at one point that things would be like that. That I would be in a [...]

I can’t sleep without you.

17 November 02 - 03:28am.

I was watching an episode of Everybody Loves Raymond the other day. Their daughter keeps crawling into bed with them crying about monsters in her room and Ray isn’t getting any sleep. His parents mention something about tough love, which appeals to him since it means ignoring her. That ends up with [...]